I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up To No Good

This week has mostly been really fun but I didn't like that panto we saw last night at ALL. As IF a muggleborn witch would sing a funny song about her place in the world when they sent her back to the camps. Well maybe Dennis would have. But, she sure didn't act like Dennis for most of the play. Ugh. I guess pantos aren't supposed to be realistic, though, that's what Pansy said. I'd never seen one.

And Neville, I wish you'd been along this week! You are coming next week, aren't you? Not just skipping the whole thing? I'm glad Ron is here this week but I wish you were, too.

I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up To No Good

RON, WE NEED A DISTRACTION. RIGHT NOW. SOMETHING THAT WILL GET EVERYONE TO LEAVE THE PARK, IF YOU CAN MANAGE IT. OR AT LEAST

There's a woman here in the loo. She needs help but

Don't get yourself into trouble.

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Hermione this message is for you. If you have ANY WAY of getting back in touch with the people who gave you the wands --

In the loo to the west of the statue of the Lord Protector Pansy and I ran into a woman, she was crying and clearly in all sorts of trouble, Pansy assumed she was just some witch having trouble with a man but I am 99% sure she is a muggleborn, it's just, she was SO SCARED and desperate enough to ask her to help her. And she's a grownup, it just doesn't make sense otherwise.

She told us that she was pregnant and on the run from the father because he's a powerful wizard who's angry at her and she was terrified of being found, that's why I asked for a distraction.

Only now MLE's coming, if there's ANY way they (I mean the people who gave you wands) can help her, well, they wouldn't be able to without knowing she was there and I can't think of any way to let them know unless you have a way. You don't have to tell me if you do or don't.

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I heard a rumou

I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up To No Good

I've ruined everything.

Pansy knows about the lock. Or -- not the lock, but she knows that I have a way to talk to Ron that she doesn't know about, and she's pretty sure it has something to do with the journals, and she's pretty sure that Neville is in on it too and she's furious and hurt because we've been keeping it a secret from her. And it's a HUGE secret.

She doesn't know who else is involved, and she doesn't know how it works. But she caught me writing today something that didn't appear in her journal, and she burst in on me like that because she was TRYING to catch me, because she suspected, and she suspected because of today, because of the distraction that I asked for and Ron made.

And it didn't even matter, or if it DID matter it made things worse, I was starting to say that I heard a rumour the MLE didn't find Snape or Macnair but they did find a muggleborn servant who'd run off. If we hadn't tried to help her maybe she'd have made it out alright, but --

But I thought a distraction would help, and that meant Pansy guessed, and it turns out she's suspected for MONTHS, I feel so stupid that I thought I was getting away with it.

She wanted me to tell her what was going on and I told her that I couldn't. Or at least I said that I couldn't tell her now, but I would tell her later. So that I could talk to you, and tell you what happened.

Either you have to let me tell Pansy, or Fred and George have to obliviate her. Because right now she knows I'm keeping a secret but she doesn't REALLY know how much trouble I'd be in if she told, even though I tried to give her some idea of that much. And if you obliviate Pansy I think you should obliviate me, too, because I'm the one who got her into this by not being more careful. Got all of us into this.

I hate that I'm putting all of you in this position.

Pansy would never tell. She wouldn't.

At least, she would never tell if she knew what was at stake. If we leave her hanging, if she doesn't KNOW what's going on or how many people or how much trouble -- I don't know what she'll do if she knows half of it but not all of it. What I know is that she would never betray ME, not to Lucius, not to anybody. She knows that I've exchanged messages with my mum, and she kept that secret, and she knows the truth about what I think about things and she's kept that secret too.

Please let me tell her. Please.