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Well that was utterly ghastly.

I think my favourite bit was listening to Sarah Yaxley's eulogy for Teddy Nott. I suppose he DID have an interest in animals, a curiosity about the natural world, and a single-minded devotion to Our Lord's ideals from the earliest possible age, come to think of it. The bit about his single-minded devotion to purity (which he would stop at nothing to defend) was also ... possibly accurate.

My least favourite was how awful Siz looks. She looks ... like something glass that got dropped on a flagstone floor, I think.

I wish they'd done them separately because grieving for the Headmistress and Raz (I know! you didn't like him for good reason! but some of us did!) and pretending to grieve for Teddy and the acknowledgement of Corax Mulciber altogether was just

I don't know

Is there going to be an Order memorial service for the Headmistress? Maybe in the summer, so we can all go?

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I really thought I'd feel better today but I feel worse. Like every time I turn around part of me expects to see Bellatrix Lestrange standing there and I can't stop thinking about what happened to Hermione and I've been thinking about that bloody Healer again even though it's been TEN YEARS and I just

I don't know

Maybe it'll be better when I go home to Pansy's, I mean maybe it's just that they said I needed to stay in case they had questions and that makes me nervous (even though I think almost everyone in the sixth year got told to stay. Possibly everyone. Everyone in Slytherin, for sure.)

I sort of want calming drought but I sort of don't, like part of me thinks I don't want to be calm because I need to be on edge just in case. And every time I start to relax I get this horrible picture in my head so I guess that's also part of why I don't want a calming drought.

I know you're really busy and I'm sorry to bother you, I think mostly I just want you to tell me I'll feel better tomorrow even if I don't feel better today.

Order Only: Private message to Ron and Harry

oh my god I think I need help.

I'm hiding in Myrtle's bathroom and I think Pansy wants to kill me.

Harry did she tell you anything today about a challenge

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Sirius are you there

Did Regulus actually have a locket? Was it evil

Order Only: Private message to Justin F-F and Luna Lovegood

Justin. Pansy's got it in her head she needs to murder Padma Patil for a challenge. Can you go to Ravenclaw, to the spot that leads to the tower, and make SURE she doesn't get past you? Luna, do whatever you can to make sure Padma doesn't leave.

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So that tiara with the curse on it.

How did you figure out there was something wrong? If someone had snatched it from you and run away is there any way they could have convinced you that you were under a curse?