You had Defence today, right? How did that go? Or did they cancel?
About the other thing, occlumency, yeah. I guess there's no reason not to say, is there? I'm going to study with Professor Brutka. Which you'd think would be nift, only, well-
He called me into his office after supper on Tuesday and showed me why I really need to learn to guard my thoughts. I mean, on Tuesday. All I could think about was Sophie Fleet and Auror Crouch and those other Aurors and Crucio and how much I hate all of it, and he knew everything I was thinking. It was- yeah. It was awful. I mean, he was nice about it and talked to me about what I would need to do to learn. Only, it was creepy. I mean, I couldn't feel anything when he did it. And he didn't have to do anything besides look at me.
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Date: 2013-01-30 11:41 pm (UTC)About the other thing, occlumency, yeah. I guess there's no reason not to say, is there? I'm going to study with Professor Brutka. Which you'd think would be nift, only, well-
He called me into his office after supper on Tuesday and showed me why I really need to learn to guard my thoughts. I mean, on Tuesday. All I could think about was Sophie Fleet and Auror Crouch and those other Aurors and Crucio and how much I hate all of it, and he knew everything I was thinking. It was- yeah. It was awful. I mean, he was nice about it and talked to me about what I would need to do to learn. Only, it was creepy. I mean, I couldn't feel anything when he did it. And he didn't have to do anything besides look at me.
Have you ever noticed his eyes?
Really disturbing when you do.