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[alt_sally_anne]

I really thought I'd feel better today but I feel worse. Like every time I turn around part of me expects to see Bellatrix Lestrange standing there and I can't stop thinking about what happened to Hermione and I've been thinking about that bloody Healer again even though it's been TEN YEARS and I just

I don't know

Maybe it'll be better when I go home to Pansy's, I mean maybe it's just that they said I needed to stay in case they had questions and that makes me nervous (even though I think almost everyone in the sixth year got told to stay. Possibly everyone. Everyone in Slytherin, for sure.)

I sort of want calming drought but I sort of don't, like part of me thinks I don't want to be calm because I need to be on edge just in case. And every time I start to relax I get this horrible picture in my head so I guess that's also part of why I don't want a calming drought.

I know you're really busy and I'm sorry to bother you, I think mostly I just want you to tell me I'll feel better tomorrow even if I don't feel better today.

Comments

[alt_poppy]

I was rather hoping you'd stop in this evening. I have several things I've been meaning to give you, and I think it might be useful to talk a bit about what you observed today about Professor Sinistra's condition. I didn't wish to answer you in the midst of your other post, but your description was apt and I think it might be useful to discuss why. Particularly as you are exhibiting some signs of upset as well.

I will reserve judgement on whether a potion might be helpful until I've seen you and had a chance to weigh the options with you.

If you think there will be any difficulty about your leaving your House to come here, I could send an elf to summon you.